Becca [n]: a 19 year old girl from the GTA

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It’s amazing how love can change your life. How one moment you’re actually OKAY with dying alone amongst 999 cats, and the next you accidentally run into the most beautiful person you’ve ever thought possible and are quite certain that you’re always going to be happy. I mean, I don’t need someone else to be happy — but the level of attainable happiness has now skyrocketed. It’s kind of like a drug, and whenever I’m around you I feel high as a kite. Even when you’re not there, I get a bit of a buzz when you cross my mind. The sound of your breathing lulls me to sleep, and I cuddle a pillow when I can’t cuddle you. You’re my whole world and I can’t wait until we can be together all of the time <3 

My favourite smile on the only boy Ill ever need

My favourite smile on the only boy Ill ever need

i won’t take you for granted
i won’t let it get slanted
since we’re together, boy, i haven’t landed
high as a kite, and i know i ain’t stranded
we walk hand in hand, cuddle up, & take candids
you make me smile more than anyone else did
got me so spun, dream about you all day, kid

somehow i know you’re all that i want
and my mistake is simply the past
for the conscious mind is aware of our love
a love i’m wanting to last

I can’t wait until I can fly away from this place disguised as a home. To soar through my days like they are my dreams; I need to be with you it seems. It wouldn’t be about the money, honey. It would be about the feeling that I get when I look into your eyes (I smile), and see the love that I have for you mirrored back at me. The feelings that I get when I’m around you are surreal, and the emotions that tear me apart when I’m not are most overbearing.

We could be just fine. We won’t need anything but each other. I’m a low maintenance type of a woman and you’re the whiskey to my sour. I’m drunk off of you baby; please don’t let me get sober. Nobody has ever lightened my skies like you do, the brightest star in my galaxy. The nights felt so lonely and the days passed so slowly without knowing that I have you.

I’m not scared anymore, as hard as it was to admit that I was scared; terrified that I was making mistakes, or that I’d let you slip through my fingertips if I wasn’t careful enough. Now, I feel secure. I go to bed at night knowing that this isn’t just some stupid waste of time. I am willing to invest everything I have into you. I wake up thinking of you and go to sleep missing you. You happily haunt my heart where I’ve made you a comfortable home. There’s no rent, and comes with all the amenities. All you have to do is love me back and that’s good enough for me.


Soon, my love, it will be our time.

i love it when i close my eyes
no longer finding alibies
so much escaping from the lies
but now i see the sunny skies
and you have helped me see the light
and stopped my racing mind at night
you hold me and we glow so bright
i nestle in, evermore tight
no one else could feel this way
about you and i’d never play
the games i’d played before today
our love should be put on display
i show you off to all my friends
i never want this feeling to bend
i’m typing this and pressing send
i love you tyler, thats the end <3